Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

Sometimes, people puzzle me. For instance, the boy previously mentioned on my 9/9/09 post decided to add me on FB. Strange. And here I was thinking we finally deleted each other out of our respective lives and I finally got the closure and goodbye I wanted. I guess he didn't get the same feeling.

Sometimes, when I think about someone so often and not see them for a while, I wonder if my mind invented such a happy image of a person out of pure longing for a someone.

Sometimes, I feel like if I think enough positivity and hope towards something, it turns out well. Perhaps it's a mindset thing because by the time there is a specific end to that situation, it's either turned into the preferred outcome or I've willed myself into acceptance and it doesn't shatter me the way I thought it would've.

Sometimes, I don't know why I'm doing something as I do it, and I know I'm going to regret it, but it keeps on happening. I feel an almost spirit-related split at that point because what I feel like I'm watching me from a distance.