Fixed Amount

Today was one of my very best days I've had in a long while. Despite waking up late for school today, everything else seemed to go very well. I got an excellent grade in my English class, I finished my homeworks, my Drivers Ed presentation went well, and ohhh, school went well. Speech may not be going my way, but I hope to make the best of it and it should allll be fine.

Band went beyond wonderfully for me tonight for some reason. I was in time [or at least I felt like it] and I just seemed to do be doing everything right for a change. My friend drove me home and we sang along to the radio, danced, and lip-synched ridiculously the entire way back [which isn't very long anyway], and oh my goodness, I haven't felt that elated in a long time and everything for me has just fallen into the right slots, and ahhhh. I haven't been that delighted in a long time. I felt like laughing so hard that I might explode from feeling so fantastic.

However, I feel like I'll never get over the person I'm trying to get over though, simply because he just randomly affects me when I least expect it to, which is basically when I'm least prepared. I don't know, but he just amazes me and bluhhh. Oh well. WHO CARES.

On the other hand, my mom has been increasingly harsh on my little sister. The second I arrived home, she popped out from no where, crying. I don't know why my mom has been acting so irrational and all I can say is that I'm so glad I'm not there to suffer it anymore. I practically live at school, so I luckily evade such depressing situations the way my sister cannot. We sat outside the house for half an hour as she told everything and she cried and I felt like crying too. I really hate seeing her sad.

It kind of feels like I got all the happiness alotted to my family for the day and my mom and sister didn't get any of it. It makes me feel rather bad.

I wonder if there is a specified quantity of everything that is rationed out daily, like good/bad luck, happiness, appetite and such. It sometimes feels like that when my friends and I talk about our good/bad days and how we have polar opposites going on for us. Strange. I would ponder more on the topic, but I am thoroughly EXHAUSTED from band, in the best way possible. [continuationonanotherdaymaybe?]