In the last five months,

• I've managed to gain ten pounds. What the fuck. How did that happen? I suppose I stopped caring about what I looked like after I stopped liking guys in my town because I kind of started flopping around looking like WHATEVER and eating anything within arm's reach. I think a large majority filled in sometime in December/January, and oh goodness, I am so disgusting right now.
• I moved my ranking up to first! Great.
• I have decided that I am despicable/nauseating and folded in on myself to the point where I've reverted back to the same mentality that I had when I was in seventh grade. What the fuck. How did this even happen? I think I've pretty much fallen back onto what I was like in seventh grade: tubby, awkwardly quiet, uninteresting, and fatfatfat. So gross.
• I decided Asian boys are infinitely better than white boys. However, at the rate I'm going, neither of the sort will be interested in me. So. Horrifically. Whiny.
• I made two excellent friends and both of them moved to Texas. I now have to great pen pals and I am currently eagerly awaiting their letters.
• I fell in love with Super Junior.
• I suddenly found myself having multiple affections for multiple people, which is something I've never had before, and none of these feelings are deep enough for me to say that I'd like to one day be good enough to devote myself to a relationship with them, but strong enough for me to, ahhh, want them an awful lot. Hormones at work.
• I somehow stopped hating speech.